“Experience
Anton Chekhov’s masterpiece
in a stunning, new light filled with dark humour and hidden passions.”
The announcement
on “London Theatre News”(letter) certainly sounds enticing, but reading the
play felt very different – though I spotted the humour, I think, the desperate irony
of it all. I like it especially because it makes me aware that I STILL don’t know
what irony can be. How many facets it has, and in what rotten places it can be
found. As I wrote, I expect this to
become much clearer seeing it on the stage – (in case this will actually happen,
of course. At the moment, I am less optimistic than I was when I started
reading. But I guess that’s Chekhov “taking over” – definitely enhances the feeling
that nothing I want that much is ever going to happen.)
I wasn’t
exactly reading “Uncle Vanya” these last few days – this time of the year where
there are so many holidays that I barely noticed I was working. But I continued
reading Chekhov, and this meant to stay in touch with the play, continually
“uploading” what I have already read. I
read the Wikipedia on Chekhov, or poured over it, to find some indication for
my intuition about Dr. Astrov being (partially) a self-portrait of the author.
(And found it.) I read part of the introduction of my Oxford paperback edition of the
plays (which contains “Ivanov”, “The Seagull”, “Uncle Vanya”, “Three Sisters”,
and “The Cherry Orchard” – in the order the plays were originally produced on
the stage, and probably the order in which they were written). And, so far, I
read “Ivanov” and the first act of “The Seagull”. Besides, I had a very
constructive talk with Claudia at the Victorian Teahouse about “Uncle Vanya” as
she has been reading the play at the same time. And I’ll jot down what happened
to me doing all this because this turned out unexpectedly interesting so far.
At the
moment, it even feels as if I had turned a page on reading – and on “realism”. Which
is great, and scary because turning a page always means leaving something
behind. (This might be the ad hoc reason for watching all the “old” stuff by
Richard Armitage “on the side” – because I feel that this might be the last
time I’ll want to do it.) Reading so much Shakespeare for the last … WHAT!!!
FIVE years now certainly was this unbelievable experience, but it meant getting
used to it as well. At the beginning I noticed it as a completely new
environment to read and live in. (Fictional worlds: the main point of them is that
they are somewhere to STAY – outside the real world! I don’t really stay in all
the text environments that I explore. Actually, in very few of them – as I just
noticed watching a lot of old stuff on DVD to file it - and STAYING THERE might
be the activity that turns them into fictional WORLDS.) Now I don’t notice the
environment anymore, being so used to it. But I know that I got into it so deep
and stayed so long because I LIKED it, and this is the main difference. I didn’t
understand why I liked it so much better than anything else I have ever read,
but I certainly noticed that it is an environment that allows me to get into
NEW things. An environment that SET ME FREE. With Chekhov, it is the other way
round. I so distinctly remember reading the first few lines of “Uncle Vanya”,
uploading my old acquaintance with Chekhov and thinking: No, that’s definitely
over! NO WAY I’ll go there EVER again.
And then
I DID … Well, in a way, I had to because it was “on”. Because we got tickets
for this play I would have been looking forward to no matter what – and this
unique opportunity of exchanging my thoughts with someone else. No doubt that,
without these enticements, I would never have taken up Chekhov again! Somebody
had to throw the bait – and “they” definitely knew what to throw me – but then “Chekhov”
took over … Right now, I am just amazed how unexpected this turned out and am
trying not to pretend that I know anything about it. But there is no doubt that
there is a most substantial fictional world in the making. I can FEEL the
difference, compared with the other – rather more attractive! - fictional opportunities
that would be available to me at the moment. This is the “ultimate stage” of
realism that I reach very seldom. That a fictional world becomes so “real” –
necessary, unavoidable? – that I couldn’t get away once I committed to it. This
might even be the most liberating experience about “Shakespeare”: that it always
gets me into something else. Chekhov just gets me right in there – into the
cage! No wonder I began looking for a way out as soon as I got caught. (And, this
time, I would really want to know what it feels like to actually BE in one of
these cages, playing one of these characters!)
One of
the first things I noticed was that I knew the world so well already, almost immediately
followed by the realization that I hadn’t really understood anything about it. And
I obviously decided to allow myself a lot of time for this. Easing into it appears
appropriate here, not jumping to conclusion as I did in my last post!
And this
will mean patiently going back to the characters, as long as I am reading this.
Which is also the most fascinating part of it, anticipating that I will see
them on the stage. And there they will turn out very different, I am certain –
as they should! But in this case I won’t get anything out of pretending that we
weren’t already acquainted. One thing that I noticed talking with Claudia was
that I had been unclear about what I meant when I described Dr. Astrov’s
behaviour as “monstrous”. I certainly didn’t mean his behaviour towards Sonya!
He has no idea that she loves him until Helen approaches him on her behalf, and
then his reaction - one of the most brutal moments of the play: “No” as the
only comment on the big revelation! – is just about the truth of the matter. As
bad as this might be, in the long run, the bare truth is always the best remedy.
And of course it is right that he intends to stay away indefinitely after this,
to spare her the pain. Considering his past behaviour, I doubt that he will
actually follow through with this, but there is no reason to doubt his good intentions.
No, when
I wrote “monstrous”, I meant his behaviour towards Helen. And I even had a bad
conscience about being judgmental - as I apparently noticed that KIND AND
UNDERSTANDING is a much better attitude for Chekhov. It’s all getting bad
enough “on its own”. And, exploring this, I just noticed something even more
astonishing. The best way of actually GETTING MYSELF OUT of this world is being
judgmental – and, with somebody like Helen, it shouldn’t be that difficult. But
obviously I HAD to follow Chekhov – who definitely had been throwing me a bait
with Dr. Astrov being so accomplished and genuinely attractive AND
self-conscious at the same time, which must be my ideal of what a human being
should be like! Nonetheless somebody who feels real – not a “paper character”! Reading
this as I did – feeling so “understood” - I was inclined to do what Chekhov “wanted” = following
him and be kind and understanding even towards people I would have despised or
loathed as the reader I was thirty years ago. I first noticed this about Vanya
– and it certainly helped that I was so looking forward to seeing Toby Jones
play him. So, I made a GENUINE EFFORT to understand him – and it wasn’t that
hard!
I didn’t
really try with the other characters before we met at the Victorian House. I
purposefully shoved Sonya and Professor Serebryakov to one side, assigning them
a category. Which is what we do with people we judge to be unimportant or which
we don’t like. Actually, I am looking forward to Ciáran Hinds playing the
desperately unhappy Professor very much, and am sure he will do this a hundred
and thirty percent RIGHT, as he always does. And I was taking the character
seriously as he has a valid reason for being so unhappy. But that can wait
until I will see it – or won’t? - he isn’t actually THAT important.
Where
Sonya is concerned, it is so obvious that I shouldn’t have to mention it: She
is just LIKE ME – or rather as I wanted to see me when I was young. And I give
her that: she certainly IS admirable – so, trying to be that person wasn’t
ENTIRELY a waste of time! 😉 Even better: She actually found the man she could
love for a GOOD reason AND is mature enough to accept his darker side as a
correlative of his good qualities – so, should even be capable of developing a
GENUINE love for him. The difference between us is obviously that this man is
actually there, in her life, and won’t have her – and this is where I’ll never
go. And not just for the good reason that – as part of the audience! – actually
being in one of these cages would instantly take all the fun out of it.
Unlike
with these two people whom I felt I already knew so well, I was fascinated with
Helen. I think because she is so “empty” in a way that she COULD be almost
anything. And because there is this gulf between her being such an apparent
“nonentity” and having such an impact on other people. Obviously she is
beautiful – but I always think that people should be able get over this. (Well,
there is a lot of evidence against it – and maybe I just cannot appreciate what
it feels like to be bored stiff inside …) Anyway, I came to think that there
must be something more to her - and I noticed this when I tried to make a case
for her arguing with Claudia. Not very successfully because there isn’t really
much of a case to make. And I probably should trust Dr. Astrov: Being so
perceptive about himself, he should be a good JUDGE of other people. So, was this
just me trying to be KIND AND UNDERSTANDING???
Maybe
the most interesting thing about all this is the way I REACT to these
characters. From the beginning – and this may be the ultimate stage of realism!
– I reacted to them not as if they were characters in a play but as if they
were PEOPLE. Which means real beings that go BEYOND that stage and that text. And
I suppose THIS is Chekhov’s major achievement: that he can get “us” to do this.
It is how this singular human COMPLEXITY is created. I might be right about
them or wrong – and, like in real life, I’ll never know! But, for some reason, I
became inclined to treat them with kindness.
There
are only two people in this play – out of five! – who are – or might be? - in need of kindness:
Vanya and Helen. Dr. Astrov is not. He lacks nothing but what he cannot find in
himself, and what is nowhere else to be found. And I know myself well enough to
know that Sonya will always cope. What she would need to be happy is somebody
to love, not somebody who loves her. (I might be wrong there, but I will never
know, unless she “turns” me on the stage …) Professor Serebryakov is plagued
with illness and resentment but too self-centered to RESPOND to kindness. He
just drains Helen, whereas she cannot get anything out of their relationship
anymore. Not even a sense of purpose. (Might be wrong there as well!)
Vanya
has genuine human qualities, established beyond doubt by his past actions and unacknowledged
loyalty for Serebryakov. What actually is ATTRACTIVE and moving about him is what I’d call a
“purity of feeling”. And I think that Dr. Astrov recognizes this and responds
to him as a kindred spirit – the only other man in his environment with genuine
human content! Therefore he feels compassion for him and treats him with
kindness as a friend. Same for Sonya – on whom he probably never wasted a
conscious thought, but whom he likes and genuinely respects nonetheless because
of her good qualities. I suppose, all her live she has been nothing but useful,
and this is what he can appreciate in himself as well. Out of genuine respect
for her feelings, he is even prepared to make a sacrifice.
It is
because of this humanity that his behaviour towards Helen struck me as
monstrous. He even feels contempt for her and sees her as a nonentity – and
this is probably the REASON that he proposes to have sex with her. (Of course
he WANTED to have sex with her for a long time, but he would have taken it up
in a different way – or not at all - if he really cared for her.) I am very
curious about how this will turn out on the stage because I realized that I
came to JUDGE his behaviour so harshly following Chekhovs “lead” on kindness
and understanding and the benefit of the doubt. As I have no clue about Helen
at all, I should have followed Dr. Astrov’s judgement about her as established
above. Instead I followed Chekov. Unlike for his “alter ego” in the play, for
him there are few people – or none – whom he wouldn’t want to give the benefit
of the doubt. (This is even the most important thing that I think happened in
the big gap between “Ivanov” and “The Seagull”. He became less and less
interested in judging people instead of understanding them.)
So, I
gave Helen the benefit of the doubt and assumed that she might deserve kindness.
She might in fact be a “nonentity” – the incurable human disease in “Chekhov” –
but she certainly doesn’t WANT to be. And she might FEEL and resent to be
treated as one … Though this MIGHT not be the case at all! This is what I am so
looking forward to see on the stage – because I expect to see the SUBTEXT other
people are creating, by directing it and by acting. And, as I already
established about irony, there is a big amount of subtext. Countless
opportunities of bringing this play to life. And there is, without doubt, a big
subtext about sex. NOT JUST what “we“ supply, being born in the twentieth
century, but what actually HAS to be there. It might very well be that Helen is
past any consideration for kindness. She will certainly have to be shocked –
but the shock might not be (entirely) unpleasant …? Maybe, given a little more
time, she might have come to the conclusion that a healthy shag would be
exactly what the doctor prescribed.
“Dark
humour and hidden passions” – feels about right, now I came to think that this
is what I began to add myself! And, to rub this in: The subtext must not be
added just because “we” feel that it should be there but because of what is actually
MISSING. The hidden being so much bigger and heavier than what is revealed on
the surface: I think this might be the “aesthetical” pull that drew me into
“Chekhov” so fast that I became dizzy.
So, I
was definitely right from the beginning: It became more and more crucial where
I MYSELF am in this play. Where I don’t want to be and where I choose to be,
and what attitude I take towards these people. And I cannot help feeling that
making me a part of what happens in this way is the biggest portion of
“aesthetical” respect that I have been issued in a long time.
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