“Chekhov”
has continued to take over my life to the point that it currently occupies
about 80 percent of my brain, whereas all the rest has to make do with 20
percent. Might become a problem, in the long run, but at the moment I love it.
And I don’t expect it to last anyway. I presume this “vortex” will spit me out
as suddenly and unexpectedly as it has sucked me in. Ideally, AFTER I have been
to the theatre …
At the
moment it feels like another breakthrough. After having read “Uncle Vanya”
(getting deeply moved), “Ivanov” (getting intrigued), “The Seagull” (getting
bored), and “Three Sisters” (getting fascinated and pleased), something
happened that made me see how these very different reading experiences were
linked and what it is that, in my opinion, makes “Chekhov” so special. However,
this became unexpectedly difficult to trace.
I think
it started with something that appears to be entirely beside the point. When I
emailed Claudia about my disappointment with “The Seagull” her answer contained
a bit of information that she correctly assumed would interest me. It was about
Richard Armitage contacting the Forestry Commission to learn something about
woods. As I understood, she found this rather weird, and, for a second, “weird”
registered with me. Then I remembered what I know about how he works, and
thought: Obviously! There is no way he would play a character without knowing
anything about such a vitally important issue in his life. Just a few days
later, though, something happened in real life that made me aware that there
might be more to this – where CHEKHOV is concerned! – than knowing what you are
talking about. I mean – he could have googled all this!
Talking
about “weird”! I certainly don’t have to look far from home. After we had
talked about “Uncle Vanya” about two weeks ago, I made a mental footnote which
I would now translate as:
“I NEED
TO THINK ABOUT TREES!”
And
then, of course, I never got round to thinking about trees because there was so
much of the human stuff to think about. The email finally got me started on
trees as it made me remember the exact moment I got sucked into “Chekhov”. It
was when I read Dr. Astrov saying – apologetically: “I just love trees!” – How
very odd!!!
The
fastest way to make me realize that there is something DIFFERENT that I might
like is to surprise me. And this sentence certainly did. Although there were
many things going on when I read “Uncle Vanya”, I described my basic feeling about
it as “deeply moved”. And this was the moment that taught me how to be that. And
recognize it as something I WANTED to be – not something I am vaguely ashamed
of - as I noticed that this moment related to something that happened some time
before I read the play. I don’t remember what the context was, but somehow I
came upon the question what I thought to be the most wonderfully inexplicable
thing in the world not made by humans. And, to my astonishment, I discovered
that it was not something beautiful and complex like a coral reef, or something
majestic and inconceivable like a mountain. Not even something infinitely
clever like DNA. And - as I think Chekhov would agree! - it is certainly not a
human being. No, actually, for me it is a TREE.
Then,
just two days after this, something happened in real life that appears even
more inconsequential but made me see why this moment had been so important, and
how it related to what I had subconsciously understood about “Chekhov”. On the
weekend I went to see my mother, and we went out for a walk in the nearby
forest. And, unlike me, who mostly walk with my feet on the ground and my head
in the clouds – or rather firmly planted in a different world! - she constantly notices things. In this case,
she pointed out the clusters of small saplings to me that grow from the seeds
accidentally scattered on the soil and that she used to make her Christmas
decoration in front of the house. As half my head was in “Chekhov”, I began to
wonder if some of them were meant to be raised into trees to supplant the big
trees that get removed by and by, or if a part of the forest would be chopped
down eventually and get supplanted by “artificially” raised trees. And, to my
astonishment, I realized that I had no clue.
I must
say I was a bit pissed off that I had no clue because this is where I grew up,
and we even knew the forester in charge of these woods who was a friend of my
parents. I just never paid attention to any of this, though, on the other hand,
I noticed that I knew a lot about these woods from PERSONAL EXPERIENCE. I
noticed that I know what trees grow there, and am able to recognize them in
winter, without their leaves. I know what animals live in that forest because I
recognize them by their footprints. I even know the names of most varieties of
mushrooms, and if they are fit to eat, because we went there to collect them
when I was a child. I know which plants are poisonous … and so on.
When I
came to England for the first time I don’t think I even NOTICED the absence of
woods. Where I grew up woodlands are part of the landscape, though not THE
landscape – as in big parts of Scandinavia, or, I suppose, Russia. In England I
always notice the hedges because they got vastly eliminated in Bavaria in the
course of reallocation. This happened when I was a little child, so I never got
to know the landscape as it had been before. Compared to England it appeared
barren – but the thought never struck me that they need the hedges because,
without them, there wouldn’t be ANYTHING. No trees, no birds, no wild beasts. (Maybe
that’s why there are so many birdwatchers in Britain. Without woodland there
remains so little else …?) The first time I really NOTICED this was when we
visited an archaeological site of a village deserted since the 15th
century, and when I learned that the woods had largely been chopped down in the
late Middle Ages to make room for sheep farming. Tweed was the trade to make
money with, and people who had farmed rented lands were no longer needed
because sheep farming is extensive. So, who couldn’t become a sheep farmer had to
rent a loom and become a weaver – until cotton became more profitable. The next
big change that turned England into an industrialized country. Much more so
than where I lived and where rural structures continued, basically - or Russia,
where, I suppose, wood is still a major economic factor. Even increasingly so, because
of climate change and renewable energy. “We” tend to think that, in our age,
there is just Amazon and Google, and megacities, and airports everywhere – but most
of the SPACE is still occupied by some kind of rural structure. The “timeless”
moment for me, of course, that I already mentioned, was the bit when Dr. Astrov
points out the maps and the change to Helen. If we DON’T CARE trees just get chopped down, and with them not just people’s livelihood but also the STRUCTURE of the
landscape and the structure of people’s lives disappears. And WE CANNOT CARE
ABOUT WHAT WE DON’T KNOW. As I realized: You can grow up in England without any
PERSONAL experience about woods. Woods or forest industry – one could google that
for hours on end without UNDERSTANDING anything about it. So, I assume, Richard
Armitage hoped to get in touch with somebody for whom forests are a PERSONAL
thing.
What I
noticed quite early on reading “Uncle Vanya” about Chekhov’s REALISM: Even
though the landscape and the environment and historical setup seldom come into
what is happening on the stage, it isn’t just background. It is a STRUCTURAL
part of who these people are. And I suppose this kind of realism is a common
experience for these actors I like so much - who always need to know where their
characters wake up in the morning, and what their dreams were, what they will
have for breakfast and so on … Of course they are trying to do this with EVERY character
they are playing. I think I really understood this when I began to follow
Christopher Eccleston who - every time he plays somebody – comes out as this
completely different human being. He made me finally understand what I find so
fascinating about this, and made me notice this quality in other actors more
than I did before – as right now in Richard Armitage, watching his former work
in a row and having heard some of his audiobooks. These actors just wouldn’t
stop until they had found out about what is in these people’s lives – or had added
it themselves. But Chekhov is himself “specially special” where realism is
concerned. I learned this by the way he made me react to these people JUST
READING the plays. I think it is because he works under the assumption that there
is always MORE to people, and to live, than meets the eye. And contrives how to
show us that there is more. That is why I became intrigued reading “Ivanov”: It
appears that this is where he discovered his “calling” - or probably just went
so much deeper with it than he did in his former work. I don’t know his former
work, but the impression that I get from Wikipedia is that he was very
interested in the peculiarities and weirdness of people, and that a lot of it
is rather funny and farcical. In “Ivanov”, more than in his other plays, there
are these people who are rather mean, or peculiar, or annoying – like some kind
of “background noise” of life. But in his main protagonist he appears to investigate
his special brand of tragic irony. Ivanov is in deep shit because he married a
woman for love who would have brought him money, but her parents cast her off
because of the marriage. A few years later he doesn’t love her anymore, she is
gravely ill, and he is broke. Luckily for him, his wife finally dies, and he
would be able to marry the daughter of a wealthy neighbour whom he has fallen
in love with some time before. At least this is how EVERYBODY ELSE sees it: That
he made his wife unhappy and caused her premature death to be finally able to
marry an heiress. But his wife would have died of her tuberculosis anyway,
sooner or later, the new marriage would have been the end of all his
difficulties, and everybody would have been the better for it. Everybody EXCEPT
Ivanov who somehow doesn’t WANT to be this person – not just doesn’t want to be
seen as this person by others. Being this person causes a MORAL dilemma that
will be the end of him – though, in our age, he would probably be diagnosed with
clinical depression. I even noticed the
word “depression” being used in the play, but I don’t think that it was seen as
a clinical illness at the time. I think Chekhov sees it as a moral “illness” –
and people can die of something like this because there is always so much more to
their lives than meets the eye. So much more than they understand and can
handle. I couldn’t know this, but I believe that I wouldn’t have bothered to
take Ivanov seriously and FEEL for him if I hadn’t read “Uncle Vanya” before
and got into the vein of being KIND AND UNDERSTANDING. Using the attitude I learned
there, I got the impression that he is absolutely right to feel that he has
DONE nothing wrong. Nonetheless, the whole situation is so morally wrong that
he cannot find a way out.
“Ivanov”
was the first play of this kind – and I think it can be rather challenging for
our moral setup, even in the 21st century. In “Uncle Vanya” Chekhov extended
this moral complexity, potentially giving it to all of his five main
protagonists. At least I tried to read it like this, and it worked – though it
took an effort. I am glad that I wrote about this because I set down my
reluctance and reservations. But I also noticed how Chekhov made me LIKE to do
this.
Naturally,
I expected “The Seagull” to be similar and was totally disappointed. Of course
it was MY READING that made it so dissatisfactory, but I just couldn’t get
“inside” any of these people. I felt that there were only stupid, commonplace
lives that don’t interest me, nothing that I didn’t know already, nothing to
surprise me … At the same time I noticed that, especially compared with “Uncle
Vanya”, a lot of things HAPPEN in this play. People are DOING things – like moving
on and becoming an actress, or having an affair … but these are just the kind
of stories I have read so many times and that always end in the same way. Even
though they are supposed to be these forward, artistic people, the characters appear
dull because there is nothing to them I don’t already know. And I feel that
Chekhov doesn’t GIVE me anything about them to get deeper – like something that
feels different on the inside than it feels on the outside (as in “Ivanov”), or
somebody saying beautifully inconsequential things like “I just love trees!” In
my opinion, he is at his best when he so efficiently BREAKS THE SURFACE that we
can get a view INSIDE.
Reading “Three
Sisters”, I was relieved that this experience was not repeated. And I was so
pleased that, as soon as I started reading, I distinctly remembered the great
experience I had with the play seeing it at Schiller-Theater Berlin
approximately thirty years ago. It was one of these shows where I understood
why theatre is like nothing else in the world – an experience that couldn’t be
replaced by anything else. I had almost forgotten this – and now I am
discovering it again, with new eyes! Reading the play now, I understood that it
hadn’t just been great acting and directing but also Chekhov’s great text that had
brought this on. For one thing, he goes further with moral complexity, widening
his scheme to even more people. And then, even though on the outside there are
a lot of things happening – like a fire that burns down part of the city, or
the militia leaving the city in the last act, even one of the characters
killing himself, I think, but I keep forgetting this in “Chekov” because it
appears so inconsequential … Despite all these things happening, the world
appears totally static. I think this is because Chekhov is investigating
another dimension of life and time more than he did before: the MOMENT.
Whatever happens, whatever we see on the stage, is just a “snapshot”: People
rushing in for no reason, leaving for no reason, just sitting and reading while
other people are talking, groups of people talking AT THE SAME TIME … This last
bit was what I remember most about the production, as an entirely new
experience. And I remember that I thought: When this is possible on the stage,
somebody must have done it right! I mean, it was all perfectly transparent,
even though people were talking at the same time. I think this was when I
understood about theatre and timing. That timing is almost everything – besides
good acting, of course. It might be because of this production that I always
resent it in Shakespeare when people are just standing there, waiting until it
is their time to speak. And I hate it when somebody answers before what the
other person said could have registered with him. I always appreciate actors
trying to be “reactive” when they are just listening to others or observing
what is going on. But I understand as well that it is seldom possible in
"Shakespeare" to do different things at the same time because it is important
WHAT is happening. In “Chekhov” a lot of things happen at the same time that
are not important at all. Instead it is the FACT that they are happening which is
important. I was so pleased to remember this experience so distinctly, and to
be able to use it for reading the play as I did. As this fascinating
AESTHETICAL experience. Even though it is the most recent play I read, I hardly recall anything about the content, but, once in a while, people happen
to say something vitally important. Like:
“Why is
it we have hardly started living before we all become dull, drab, boring, lazy,
complacent, useless and miserable?”
Ummm? (😕😖😢) I
am sure, usually, I don’t perceive my life QUITE like this. But, reading Chekhov
for three weeks, I instantly subscribed to it!
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