After
this big chunk of my last posts I was resolved not to push it into the new
year, but I GOT pushed. I took up “Hannibal” again, just because I thought that
it was the right month. (I am getting more and more convinced that the bleak
seriousness of November deserves horror, and, since last year, one of my least
favourite months of the year - not because of the weather but because of the
increasing menace of Christmas - has temporarily become one of my favourites.)
But when I finally took up “Hannibal” it was definitely “pre-Christmas” (cookies
and snowmen and so on …) and I wasn’t in the mood anymore. And, as there was
still “House of Cards” (which I always watch from the beginning when there is a
new season) it took me until Mid-December to finish “Hannibal”. So, I just
watched it “on principle”, without conviction. I even firmly expected that I
wouldn’t enjoy it like I did seeing it the first time, and maybe there is no
comparison. But I don’t really remember the surprise and the genuine enjoyment,
and maybe, this time, something EVEN BETTER happened. So, I HAVE
to write this.
Seeing
it this time, I CONSCIOUSLY expected something. I expected not just that I
wouldn’t enjoy it anymore but kind of dreaded that I wouldn’t understand
anymore why I had enjoyed it so much. Sometimes I find it really weird how much
I DISTRUST myself as a reader – though I know that a good deal of distrust is
always in order because, as I have observed, significant reading CHANGES ME AS
A READER. It always changes WHO I am as a reader. I knew this but never as I do
now.
So, I
wasn’t really looking forward to watching the series again, but I thought I
should do it nonetheless, probably to see if I was right. And I reckoned that
at least some of the beauty would still be there. What I couldn’t have
predicted was how much more beautiful it would become by finally UNDERSTANDING
it. THIS is what I didn’t expect at all: that there was still something crucial
in there that I hadn’t (fully) understood, and that finally understanding it
would make such a difference. What had happened while I neither watched it nor
thought about it - except for moments to remember the “climactic” beauty – was
that Hannibal’s fragile teacup had quietly come together, and I could watch and
understand EVERYTHING in its TRUE beauty. (Very bad sentence which I keep
because it has the advantage of being absolutely exact …)
I think,
what makes the series so exceptional is that it takes an almost insane amount
of patience to make the cup come together. One reason for this is that, to do
this, we actually have to deal with ALL these people. In my opinion, it is one
of the major advantages of series that there is so much time to develop ALL the
characters and provide them with a human interest story. One of my absolute
favourite moments of “Doctor Who” is in the Christmas special of the 6th series
when somebody says about somebody else that they are not important, and Matt
Smith as the Doctor remarks ruminantly: “Interesting – I have never met anybody
who was not important!” So, in series there is, like in real life, room for
everybody to become important if they want to, (and are played by the right
actor with the potential to make them special …) But in “Hannibal” it is even more
crucial than usual to treat everybody as equally important because practically
everybody gets their own “becoming” in the end – (though, in some cases (Dr.
Chilton!), “undoing” is probably more like it). And all these becomings are somehow
tied to Hannibal. And only if we understand this structure, and read it
(potentially) completely, the cup will come together in this way. As I missed
the point when I first watched it, my reading was incomplete and what I read
was mostly bullshit - as what I wrote was. I was absolutely right though about
one thing: the importance of “participation”. But my concept of participation
had still been incomplete. It isn’t just that it is ME who has to make the cup
come together. To put it together LIKE THIS, “beautifully”, without any visible
crack and blemish, it really is important HOW and IN WHAT EXACTLY I
participate.
This
structure of individual “becomings” was also, I think, what made the series so
special for actors – judging by the amount of meaningful commentary. From one
of the commentaries I inferred that they chose the actors more according to the
potential of working with them in this way – rather then who would fit the type
one might expect from the book. And THIS, I think, became the formula of success
for this series. Because - I am almost sorry to say - the series is REALLY NOT
about what is displayed on the surface. As, I think, I suspected from the
beginning, it is about significant relationships between people which, in my
opinion, don’t become less important because they are strange and “exotic” (at
best!), but more so. In my experience, the “perverse” context doesn’t diminish
but highlight the universal aspects of these relationships. This is, of course,
difficult to “prove”, especially where it gets most important: in the
relationship between Hannibal and Will Graham. So, I’ll begin with a less
“demanding” example. The love story between Francis Dolarhyde and Reba McClane
might be the best, most moving love story I have ever “read” (including the
ones I invented myself!) just because of the beautiful simplicity of the fact
that she gives him pie and he gives her the most precious and sophisticated gift
anybody could possibly give her in return. And who can honestly say that something
like this isn’t what they would like more than anything?! And, in fact,
something like this - just still more extreme and “conscious” - applies to
Hannibal and Will Graham. The highest form of love we can reach and receive is
certainly not to be used to fill one of the many needs and deficiencies in
another person’s live but, as it is called in the bible, to be “recognized” as
absolutely special, and fully accepted as the person we are. What “we” would
do, or not do, to get this is, in fact, the big question …
And
there is so much meaning contained in these relationships that it is impossible
to take it all in “at one bite”. Interestingly, my strategy of not taking anything
people say in the series, or what is suggested about them, at face value proved
right and wrong at the same time. It took an insane amount of (active) reading
to explore the full semantic potential of what is happening and said. And “deferring”
the process of drawing conclusions obviously bought me time to evaluate
everything and finally come to a much more complete understanding than I would
have just jumping to conclusions. Examples will follow …
Watching
the series again, I was more “detached”, less driven by predilections (for
actors), or fears, or moral concerns. This means I had more time to “read” and
appreciate all the characters and, through the characters, detected a lot more
meaningful context. Of course I was totally pleased to notice EVEN MORE how
special Richard Armitage made the Red Dragon, and enjoyed to discover even more
layers of acting that he put on this character. But for other characters I
obviously had never found the time nor patience to deal with them in their own
right and analyze their “becoming”. For example, I NOTICED the fundamental
change in Alana Bloom between the second and third series as something I have
never seen happen quite in this way. (In fact, I have seen it in REAL LIFE –
when people I hadn’t met for twenty years and remembered as alive had changed
into something like dead matter.) I noticed it, and admired it, but I didn’t
really think about what it might MEAN. This time I actually traced when and how
exactly she gets changed – from a bright (and innocent!) child into a knowing
adult. What has changed her world is mirrored completely in the changed
expression of the person she has become. And this - though it is not as
spectacular as some of the other “stunts” in the series – is certainly some of
the most significant acting I have seen. How significant it became – especially
where the aspect of “growing up” is concerned – to understand the meaning of
these relationships on its deepest level will be developed further. Not
understanding the complete context Hannibal “gives” these characters, I mainly
saw it as a destruction. We might not be able to control the manner we get
changed in real life, but we decide how we deal with change. Without doubt
Alana gets changed by trauma, but, if we look closely, we can see that she is finally
changed into knowing who she is, and, KNOWING WHAT SHE WANTS, she is even able
to find happiness. Though it might not LOOK like “happiness” at all …
Appearances are deceiving in “Hannibal”. The “bone structure” of each character
or relationship will be laid bare in the end.
I
remember that, at some point during my last reading, I consciously turned my
back on Hannibal and focused on Will Graham. And I am not sure why I did it. I
thought it was because I felt uneasy about him – afraid of getting under his
influence - but I think this was just a pretext. I even wrote, as I remember,
that the things other people like about Hannibal didn’t impress me at all –
which also might have been partially “self-protection”. In fact, I think it was
that I got bored with Hannibal, not because of becoming bored with Mads
Mikkelsen’s acting – which I still admired – but somehow not understanding the
“fuss” everybody is making about him. I didn’t understand it, or him! – and why
should I? (Seeing “The Silence of the Lambs” on Halloween made me think: I
still don’t like Anthony Hopkins as an actor, but he is certainly good. At
least he makes Hannibal genuinely SCARY. Making Hannibal so very civil and
sophisticated in the series partly took the “spike” out of him.)
But, and
this realization probably helped as well, Hannibal in the series isn’t AT ALL about
what the Hannibal of “The Silence of the Lambs” is about. The reason I turned
my back on Hannibal was probably that I couldn’t get anything out of him
anymore at this point. But this was not because Mads Mikkelsen’s Hannibal
doesn’t keep what he “promises”, rather that I was unable to understand him. OF
COURSE he beat me, as he does (almost) everybody else! The most important thing
I got out of watching Alana Bloom getting changed by Hannibal was the
realization that Hannibal is in fact the KEY to understanding the series, and
that all my attempts of “breaking in” through one back door or the other had to
be futile.
There is
nothing to indicate that Hannibal is pleased with Alana’s “becoming”, but I
inferred from a different context that he might have been. I was fascinated
from the beginning by how much Richard Armitage succeeded at showing the child
in Francis Dolarhyde – making him appear genuinely dangerous and vicious at the
same time. But, I think, only by looking at what happens to Alana did I realize
why this is so crucial for the narrative, assisted by the precision of Mads
Mikkelsen’s “commentary” of Hannibal on Francis Dolarhyde. I think he is
totally fascinated and moved by the singularity and beauty of this becoming but
nonetheless FAR from taking Francis seriously. But this is of course what
Francis wants – not even to have a MEANINGFUL relationship with Hannibal (which
is what Hannibal himself aspires to with other people, in his own, crooked
way!) but to be recognized by him as what he thinks he is and to be taken
seriously. I really noticed for the first time that he has IMAGINARY
conversations with Hannibal all the time, respectively what this means. I
should have done so before, especially as I might be the world champion of
imaginary conversations as there is practically no opportunity for me to talk
to people about things I really care about. So, even though I do my best to make
them interesting, I observe that people in imaginary conversations tend to tell
me what I want to hear. And this is of course how I should have noticed that
Francis Dolarhyde’s “sessions” with Hannibal are imaginary IN THE FIRST PLACE,
which I didn’t! Sometimes, I must admit, I can be quite thick … No good
therapist would do this. If this applies to Hannibal is of course open to
debate. As Hannibal is extremely intelligent, and dedicated to his “vocation”
in his own way, he is at least TRYING to be a good therapist. We have to give
him that. And if he was a real friend to Francis Dolarhyde he wouldn’t do this
either. On the other hand, grown-up people KNOW that there is something wrong
with imaginary conversations (- even if they like to have them …) Francis
Dolarhyde clearly doesn’t.
In
truth, Hannibal wouldn’t dream of taking Francis seriously, the way he is
taking Will Graham, Abigail Hobbes, and Alana Bloom seriously (- AFTER he has
changed them!) I imagine he is secretly smiling at Doctor Chilton trying to
tell him that he is overshadowed by the Dragon. There is in fact at least one
moment where he allows himself the smallest of condescending smiles. As Ralph
Fiennes is the world champion of the (human) bad stuff, and Michael Fassbender
of “pioneering” unknown human territory, Mads Mikkelsen is undisputed champion
of the minimalist expression (with maximum effect). He didn’t need to do more
for me to get the full statement after what I had already observed about
Francis Dolarhyde. And then there is his beautiful sentence right at the end
which I always forget to memorize about Francis Dolarhyde still dreaming his
“beautiful child’s dream”. Maybe it is a kind thought that he dies dreaming,
with his eyes open … It might not be the worst ending for him, but Hannibal
certainly wouldn’t see it like this. He wouldn’t deem it dignified, after having
lived wide awake and painfully conscious of himself all his life – exactly “the
same in his own act and valour as he is in desire”. And he certainly prefers to
die IN THE TRUTH of his relationship with Will Graham. It is in fact a fitting
conclusion that he doesn’t die alone.
There
was one other thing which I realized about Francis Dolarhyde for the first
time. Of course I NOTICED it before because Richard Armitage gave special emphasis
to this moment where Francis experiences Reba as a LIVING woman during and
after their first intimate encounter, but I thought that this is just about the
fact that he has never had sex with a living woman before. It probably is, but
the depth of the epiphany when he is feeling her heart and recognizes her as a
living being indicates something else. I think it means that he doesn’t usually
recognize other people as living beings and that, up to this point, there
hasn’t really been a living being in his live apart from himself. So, he doesn’t
lie, neither to himself nor to others, when he speaks of “changing” people
instead of killing them. As impossible this is to understand, killing is, for
him, rather an innocent occupation. Hannibal isn’t “innocent” when he is
killing. He is conscious of killing and enjoys it BECAUSE it is killing. He
enjoys the moment of killing as a climactic moment because he knows very well
that the person he is about to kill is alive and, after he has killed her or
him, they are dead. This is the TRUTH about killing as a “relationship” between
the killer and the victim. And, for Hannibal, killing (and eating) the other
person can be part of a significant relationship, or even something that makes
a relationship finally significant. And the truth about human relationships certainly
is a major issue for him. As it is for me - I just didn’t want to go there
where Hannibal is concerned. But this time I did, and maybe it wasn’t chance
that I noticed for the first time that there is a repetition of “participating”
in the third series when Bedelia DuMaurier “accuses” Will Graham of
participating in Hannibal’s crimes.
I think,
the “difficulty” of understanding Hannibal mainly results from the fact that he
is supposed to be a psychopath. And “we” don’t want to understand psychopaths,
respectively take them seriously. I am not so sure that Hannibal is, in fact, a
psychopath, though he seems to apply this concept to himself. Maybe it gives
him some kind of security in determining what he is – and, as a psychiatrist,
he should know. But, in my opinion, a psychopath is somebody with a serious and
potentially harmful deficiency in his relationship with himself and/or other
people – the kind I just described about Francis Dolarhyde. Hannibal might be
accused of many things, but certainly not of being DEFICIENT.
(The
difference to real psychopaths – and why the series is, of course, mostly “bullshit”
- is in both cases that psychopaths in real life are usually dull and
unattractive, and mostly harmless. The only one I have known was one of the
most unattractive and least interesting human beings I have ever met – though it
isn’t unlikely that he had the same impression of me. Thinking about him now, I
am intrigued by the realization that I have in fact known one of these strange
beings and am asking myself if not almost everybody has (maybe thinking about
“our” respective bosses might help …) In truth, psychopaths are what we really don’t
want anything to do with – though the content of bestselling novels and major
feature films suggest otherwise. I don’t think I would ever have recalled this
guy if not this moving scene I described about Francis Dolarhyde had COMPELLED
me to a deeper understanding of what a psychopath is, probably for the first
time. I suppose I could have figured it out for myself IF I HAD WANTED TO, but
I didn’t. And hours of tv footage on Anders Behring Breivik had zero effect in
this respect, so there might be something to what I wrote about fiction and
beauty and clever “shortcuts” … The most beautiful thing about “Hannibal” might
even be that, unlike “Hollywood”, they took these issues seriously, kind of
transcending the bullshit as well as the beauty towards the “real issue”.)
Whatever
Hannibal’s own assessment of psychopaths, basically, he doesn’t think of
Francis Dolarhyde as very special. Set aside the singularity and perfection of
his becoming (which Hannibal doesn’t even SEE. Nobody but the audience ever sees
his secret life with the dragon!), he is a very common brand of psychopath. And
Hannibal, as a psychiatrist specializing in this field, realizes this without
doubt and finds it ridiculous that other people are making so much of him just
because of his spectacular murders. (Murder, as such, isn’t what intrigues
Hannibal!) And this comparison, and “non”-relationship with Francis Dolarhyde
left me with the strange conclusion that Hannibal is probably NOT a psychopath.
I may say, WHERE I AM CONCERNED, he is not a psychopath because I wouldn’t
understand him – I mean, CATEGORICALLY, as I couldn’t understand what it is
like to be Francis Dolarhyde anymore than I can understand what it is like to
be a bat … To cut a long strand of speculations short: if Hannibal WAS a
psychopath I would never have CONSENTED to PARTICIPATE.
I think
it is even somewhere in the series (Will Graham says it!): “Who wants to eat
with the devil needs a long spoon.” I think the same rule applies to psychopaths.
Having already seen Francis Dolarhyde in his attic with the dragon I would
never have given him anything from my kitchen, or bowl of fruit, or whatever (–
even though he is played by Richard Armitage! Strictly speaking, I am probably
lying, as Richard Armitage was the reason I watched the series in the first
place. As a rule, I don’t use a spoon with psychopaths, I usually keep my
fingers (and cutlery) entirely out of this kind of text …) My personal theory
is that Hannibal isn’t a psychopath because he is not somehow “less” than a
normal human being, but more. And this is what makes him REALLY dangerous. He
has something I definitely aspire to, and which is totally uncompromising
honesty and truthfulness where his relationships with other people are
concerned. As this is something definitely top of my list, I cannot but admire
and envy Hannibal for having somehow got completely “past” the bullshit. But
the way he got there matters as well, and I don’t think I realized for the
first time that, as with every great thing, there is a big prize tag attached.
And -
though I am afraid there is already more waiting in the pipeline – this is
definitely all about the “bad stuff” for THIS year …